past is the reality

Feelings you feel when you feel unwelcome
Can not described
When your parents
Ex
Or even friends
Or friends of someone
Make you feel
Unwelcome
You just wish to disappear
When you every time forgets about your past
And reminded of the past
Couse of someone say something or what ever I is
And you start to cry
All you can think of
Is someone to hug you
Be by you side
Someone special to you
Why can’t memories just disappear?
Be gone for good
And never come back?
Why can’t past just be the past?
Why can’t I just be happy for once?
Wish I could dream for ever
Dream be the reality
But reality
is the past